So Nervous

In less than one hour my husband will be coming to pick me up from work to take me to my first prenatal appointment! I didn't think that I would freak out quite as much as I'm freaking out right now. I mean, I have no reason to assume that things aren't going well. I have had 5 positive pregnancy tests in the last 2 weeks (I told you I was hard to convince), plenty of nausea, fatigue, boob issues (sorry if TMI again) and no cramping or bleeding. But I just have this horrible fear that I'm going to get to the doctor and they're going to tell me that something is wrong and I have lost or am going to lose this baby. I suppose these are natural fears - especially with a first pregnancy - but knowing that they are natural fears do not make them any less scary! Anyway, I hope that later I can report to you all that I have medical confirmation that I'm going to be a mother, and that things are going extremely well so far. And that my mother-in-law's predictions that we are going to have twin girls are not true (we haven't told our families yet...she predicted this a while ago). Wish me luck!